Are you happy?
I noticed that there’s no sparks in my eyes, that it just stares back in complete emptiness and it makes me sad that for all the times I’ve smiled and laughed, I was pretending, I was faking it. Happiness is a choice as I’ve read in books and as what I’ve heard but I guess ‘twas my choice to just be contented because happiness is too distant at the moment that my eyes can’t contain the sun’s glare thus I gave up and chose to stay shaded and be gloomy as I pretend to joke around life’s sways.
-from my personal journal 06.01.12















